Regenesis

Warmth of the water...

2010-06-13T22:25:00.003+08:00

for a long time now...and its still on going...im constantly wondering about what it would be like to fill a tub with hot water and just lay there with a glass of drink enjoying the warmth of the bath and have a company next to you...a friend maybe...to talk about anything...take a moment to breath and pause the hectic lifestyle...

drip drip drop...

2010-05-09T13:25:00.009+08:00

drip drip drop....that is the sweet melody of rain...finally...after few weeks of endless sunshine...rain is finally here to cool things off...due to the heat people got irritated easily...but now rain is here to cool everyone off slightly...got tired of studying...took a moment to look up and look outside the house and notice the green plants rejoicing..drops and drops of rain falling off their petal...its an amazing sight...i have never enjoyed rain like this before...its a bliss....had a home cook meal the day before yesterday...it was no fancy dish..but it felt like family...the warmth that i once longed for...now i have found that comforting feeling....and last but not least...wei shern....and lets play a game of spot the difference..hahahaha....the 1st pic was taken during the awesome dinner..the 2nd pic was taken in carry on....and this is the aftermath of the dinner.....then there is the endless mama session which appears to be the highlight of each day....there is no words to describe the feeling..just look at the pic and feel the emotions..

2/5

2010-05-06T12:13:00.002+08:00

just finished my second paper....so now the score is 2 out of 5....2 for the paper and 0 for me...gosh..this sem been screwing around way too much....3 more to go...hopefully there is a better outcome....way too tired to continue...so toodles...

Finals!

2010-05-01T22:20:00.003+08:00

finals...gah...its drawing nearer and nearer day by day....now..im bored...and all i can think about is food...=.=.....im sooo going to flunk this coming finals..T.T.....help me

Birthdays!

2010-04-27T11:07:00.010+08:00

a double birthday celebration took place yesterday night in carry on...the event started with a simple dinner and later on things got slightly out of control....haha...those that went would understand what i meant...for those of you who were not there..dont worry..there are pictures to go along with what i said...
but before i go into details about the stuff that happened after dinner...let me re highlight the purpose of this post...its a post where we take the time and wish 2 of my friends a happy happy birthday....guo chen and also eng chun...happy birthday....
things started off with a simple dinner at carry on....20 of us showed up with various means of transport and we gathered there around 930pm....it was a cooling night because it rained in the afternoon...having starved ourselves throughout the day...we ate the food like a pack of hungry wolves....and sadly...for my table...the steamboat equipment or whatever it is called was kinda faulty....it was not hot enough..therefore we were forced to eat at a excruciating slow rate while the people around us were chewing and swallowing the food happily....and all good things come to an end...after 3 hours of eating the same food we kinda got sick of it and came to a stop...during the 3 hours of eating we kinda took a turns to go downstairs and write our birthday greetings...we have to bring out the cake before 12am because the the place was closing at 12....but before the cake there was some silly game where we were forced to consume the remainder of the food that we have earlier...hahaha....

after dinner...this is were the real fun starts...and i must admit i was kinda relunctant to the plan at first..but later on i went with it cause there was no escape..haha...most of us headed down to arena for what they call "entertainment"....it started off with some beer...then it ended with alot of dancing...laughing...hugging...kissing...haha...lets just let the pictures do the talking....

Friends. 7 letters. A word we learn from young, to categorize people whom we like, and people whom we don't like. I shall call you friend, the girl over there whom I think is cute; and you over there who picks your nose, you're not my friend, so you don't get to help me build my sand castle. As we grow older, some say wiser, perhaps we learn that friendship is a thing that needs effort, that needs time, something that requires you to pour yourself into, for it to grow. And as our lives progress, we see different friends come and go, and we learn the boundaries of friendship. How far will my supposed bff go for me? How do you draw the line for the intimacy that may exist between two friends? How do you keep it going forever?

I would love, so ardently, to have these answers. And I would be a very wise man if I could take the answers and apply them to my life, but I am neither. Where do you place your friends on the scale of priorities? Behind the girlfriend? In front of the family? Equal to your gaming? A step under your academics? You decide, and you tell me, what's more important to you?

I am blunt, brute perhaps, but it is something I used to find pride in when I was younger. Over the years, I'd like to say I've become more tactful, more diplomatic about confrontations, but there is still an element of the harshness that can dictate my words. Those who understand me will know that I wouldn't use that harshness unless I cared; that if you were unworthy, I would not be bothered making you feel terrible about the way you've been. Some say its cruel, that it's not the right way to go about things, but all the more reason to then right?

There used to be people I could never imagine myself without. They were people I told everything to. And now, what are they in my life? An important presence I hope. They have gone their way and I have gone mine, but I often stop to reminisce upon the times when our lives still interconnected. It's scary the way things change in a few years, the different people that I saw when I visited, I won't deny that. And not being there to walk with them through that change, makes it the more drastic, the more ominous, the more disappointing. And what do they see in me I sometimes wonder; oh what I'd give to know.

I try to be a good friend, one who is understanding; but as with all things in life, I've come to realize that doing the right thing is often harder than doing the wrong thing. It is easier to get angry than to be patient; easier to be expectant than to be selfless. And we will fail, and we will fall harder than before, because despite our good intentions, we will be misjudged, and we will be forsaken.

I've read a few books, where the ending portrays a character who gives up his life, or his reputation, for someone or something bigger than himself. The author focuses on the fact that the person or organization he gives his life or reputation to, never rewards him, never appreciates him, never has the knowledge of what this hero has done. Tragic hero? very much so. And so I often ask myself, would I be able to do that? Will I be able to be the friend that goes on loving, that goes on supporting, even when the friends you're loving and supporting push you away, discard your efforts, and blame you for their shortcomings. Will I be able to be the friend that never utters a word of rebuke or retaliation when the friend that you give up everything for lashes back and hurts you?

Today is a special day, it is the day where I celebrate the birth of a good friend, it might be true that the days we have known each other are in no significance compared to other people, but I guessed we clicked. We clicked in more ways than I could ever imagine and hoped for, therefore I am thankful, I am not thanking fate nor am I thanking God, but I am thanking you for being my friend, a friend that excel in so many categories and have shared my burden in so many ways that you could never possibly imagine. You. I doubt that people would consider me as a perfect friend, but when people say perfect friend; and I know, I am not there yet. I hope very much that I would be, but like everything else in life, a journey takes time, and when we finally reach there, we realize the destination was never as appealing as the journey itself.

Happy Birthday Day…my dear friend…刘荣峻

p/s: I wrote in Chinese for you!...be proud…lol….

Food Fat-ish!

2010-04-22T00:18:00.004+08:00

food fat-ish!...yup..thats right....its fat-ish instead of fetish....haih..now a day many malaysian are gaining weight at a ridiculous rate...all this is thanks to the endless variety and delicious cuisine that we malaysian can make....there you have it.....a glimpse of the endless variety when it comes to food in malaysia....we are surrounded by food 24/7....haha...its impossible for us not to eat!~...which explains the current issue faced by malaysian...food fat-ish...im one of the many that is currently entangled within the issue...T.T..need to work my lazy ass off...if not i would end up being obese!!....even a post like this is bringing out the hunger in me...i guess it just cant be helped....

M.I.A.

2010-04-19T23:03:00.003+08:00

it has been a while since i last updated..lol...MIA for the past few days cause i was working throughout the weekend..haha...and i must say its a blast...would like to extend my greatest gratitude to eng chun for all the help he has given me....thanks to him i got the job and paid off some of my debt...haha...so thanks a million....and it has been ages since i last post a ss pic..so i guess its time to embarrass myself again...><... calvin...you got one of the MOST comfy bed ever....gosh...and your comforter...its super soft...haha...im in love....in love with your bed...so 5 star for the best bed ever...haha....anyway...until next time...toodles...

Mix and Mash....

2010-04-10T22:48:00.008+08:00

well well...a lot to rant about..but i have no idea where to start...lets see...i think i would start off with the mmu parking issue...for those of you that dont know...the parking lot in front of emerald park has been demolished...its now under construction for some condominium...which means less parking lots for mmu students...and mmu is not opening up the staff parking area to students despite it being EMPTY all day long...isnt that kinda ridiculous..that would be a total waste of space...and to make things worse....mmu got to call the authority to come summon all the cars along the ep and ixora road..not only are they not helping the students..but they are trying to increase our burden?....and the excuse that mmu gave us was that within mmu there are more than enough parking lots for student that is an image of our parking lot...is that more than enough?...is that 1000 parking lots?....god...even a 5 year old kid can answer that question.....they said they opened up a new parking lot in taman dahlia....well its true that they opened up a new parking lot...but its a long long walk from that parking lot to our lecture halls...and the so call parking lot is made out of rocky roads instead of the usual tar road..they spent money to rebuild a volley ball court that is already there...why cant they just use the money to cover the new parking lot with tar....seriously..something need to be done...the new management that is....they are killing the reputation that mmu once had....i mean the new exam system...the new course structure....the new muet system...and now this....there is a limit to how much a person can be pushed around....sooner o later a riot among students is going to happen....i really hope that mmu management would open up their eyes before things get ugly.....next...my car...i still remember vaguely the promise that the repair man made to me about 2 months ago...i recall that he said it would take 3 weeks top to fix my car...and guess what...its already 2 whole months!...learn how to count!...if not go get yourself a calender...there is a difference between weeks and months!....seriously...give me back my car already...its such a pain without transport...i feel so bounded....oh my sweet sweet beloved car..hope to see you soon.....
presentation...suppose to have my LES1010 presentation on this coming monday...but because of blockhead ass that went and change the time without prior notice...now the presentation got to take a step back and be delayed for a week...and this is meant for the person who did such outrages act "way to go!*this is sarcasm if you are to dumb to get it*"....enough of ranting..now lets move on to other stuff...donny was sick last week..haha..some minor food poisoning..and he said that he want to eat something that is not oily...and this is his definition of healthy food...=.=......healthy right?..XD....5 star for eating healthy...hehe...
and for the past week...i learned a lot about someone..i mean for me to learn that much of someone in one week..i find that its an accomplishment...haha...but i must say..its nice...or rather...its my just my luck where i found someone that share something in common with me...yes i know what you are thinking..you can find people with common interest anywhere..so whats so special...when i say something in common i mean the past...and somehow i feel that we clicked..so its good to have a new friend found....gah..classes are ending...which means its drawing nearer to the exam period...haha...everybody seemed to be damn worked up...truth being told..feel kinda pressured to see everyone around me studying...haha...but they just wont believe that im capable of feeling stress...zzz....oh well..just hope i can finish my studies in time and do well in my finals....
haha...been in the mood for a lot of things lately..and writing would be one of them...but sadly not enough time to do any of the things im in the mood for...haha...for example...i havent had mcD for over 2 months now..its a new record!!...2 whole months without mcD..and i survive!..im still alive...haha..k..i would stop being so dramatic..XD...sushi king bonanza starts this coming monday...i also havent had sushi for over 2 months now...seriously...what happen to my food crazes now all i can think about is the ipoh dimsum..lol...something is definitely wrong with me...im not craving for fast food..lol!....ahh..and there is a new singapore movie out...feel like watching it in the cinemas..but im still wondering if i have the time for it...haha...i have yet watch alice in wonderland...clash of the titans..and also how to train your dragon..haha...its been a long long time since i had such a long update..i guess i should stop before i bore you..toodles...

An extraordinary week....

2010-04-01T13:14:00.004+08:00

an exhausting week...yesterday was like one of the rare times where i actually slept before 1am....haha....i guess that just shows how exhausted i am....the exhaustion was due to the endless amount of assignments...interview and midterms...oh well..at least midterms are over for the moment...next would be finals...but that is still about a month away...so im going to enjoy a little before my freedom is lost all over again due to exams....despite it being an exhausting week..it was actually kinda a fun week...i was entertained by the ridiculousness of tql n eng chun..haha...lmao...my gosh...seriously..if there was an award for being ridiculous you guys would have won...hands down....and donny..dont sweat it...you are not that far behind....no matter how you deny it...a fact is still a fact and always will be a fact...you are not normal..XD....
and i just kinda notice it earlier....today is april fool's day...haha....heard some crappy pranks in class earlier...oh well...despite it being crappy..it still works..haha..i guess nothing works more efficiently than the basic tricks right?..XD...oh well..this is just a short update since im in cits lab waiting for some people for lunch...so till next time...happy april fool's day..have a blast...XD....

Limits...

2010-03-16T23:20:00.004+08:00

limits...in other words...the utmost extend of ones boundary...there is a limit to everything...therefore with that stated...this is a post to state my limits or the utmost extend of my patience....dont text me or call me and ask me to send you the solutions of my assignments...i wont do so...when you yourself have not put any effort to try out the assignments....no many how many times you try or who you asked to ask me....the outcome would be similar...the answer is NO...so stop being like a freaking pest and keep texting me...im not your freaking encyclopedia where you can just ask and get solutions then proceed to stuff it back to the cabinet after you are done....i would offer my help and assistance if you tried...or when you are willing to learn....i will never waste my time on simple minded people who thinks you can gain everything just by doing nothing...if not it would just be pointless..and it would not be a favor at all...i would just be a culprit to your failure in the future....
next...human relationship are build on a simple and yet abstract substance known as trust...and when you do break the circle of trust..i find it pointless...i would rather take my chances walking on a mine field than to take your word for it again....
and since some of the people are sooo dense...and i really did avoid hurting their feelings by not revealing their true nature directly..but since all they want is a full blown out war..i guess the only way for them to get the point is by direct flaming...therefore....

**viewer discretion advise**

andrew ong...you are like one of the most idiotic and dense person there is...the only reason why you dont follow anything is because you are stupid!...i repeat c-2-pid...there are a lot of things which are simple and makes perfect sense yet you have to go and make stuff complicated by interpreting it yourself...and dont hide behind god...that is what you are capable off only....anything happens you will just use his name as a shield...practically you are just committing the sin of using his name in vain...you are not holy...so dont try to act that way...you are a constant liar and you know it yourself....lying is like one of your basic nature...its fucking repulsive....and even mei hua..chui hoong and jas said it...you are like a freaking girl....your actions and the way you talk is like a freaking tranny....so dont go around say promote the fact that your disgusting rotten language is not bad...its a fuckin insult to the language itself....its just sad to be you...

edmund lim...you are worse than andrew...not only are you stupid...you are lazy....and mark my words...sooner or later history is going to repeat itself and you are going to fail miserably...originally you got nothing to do with any of this..but for no reason you just like to poke your nose into other people's business...i guess that is what an inferior being like you could do....and you could never win a battle where its based on facts...all you could do is go on and on about nonsense which tends to stray people from the main purpose...and when you lost all cause you tend to resolve to physical actions such as vandalizing other people's car?...that is just pathetic...you belong to the background or the corner where nobody notices you...so stop interfering or poking into other people's business and get the fuck back to where you came from...and please...you dont perceive a defeat as a victory..that is just a sore loser...i guess you are one aint that right...

kuan wk...you are like a catalyst to everything bad....you are practically like one of the four horsemen...war....if you cant comprehend the meaning of catalyst...go look inside a dictionary...you gain all your pleasure in war dont you?...all you can do is wreck havoc..and do get your priority straight...when something is due ages ago...it means it was due ages ago...you dont go on not submitting the work because you went bowling or you went for leisure...its just pathetic...you have lived for over 20 years..yet there is no common work ethics?....that is just sad...i always thought you were better...but i guess that is what happens when you mix around two of the simplest mind that can only perform ridiculous motor functions and not actual thinking would do to you...

its sickening to the core...usually i would be able to put up with all the nonsense...but you crossed the line when you mess with my car....so for once...use your brain and think about that instead of spouting nonsense...its ridiculous...the heaven shall weep for your foolishness....

Satay...

2010-03-16T00:13:00.004+08:00

hohoho....satay!....yum yum indeed...went out for satay earlier with some friends...hehe...and this is what happen when you bring satay to a table fill with hungry people.....
haha..after that we took a stroll in the new jusco...oh well...it was an easy night filled with joy and comfort...wont mind having more nights like this...XD...and there are some stuff i feel like ranting to the world wide web...but i know if i do...its going come back and bite me in the ass...so i better not..so lets just end the post with joy and comfort shall we?...till next time...

Bad tuna....An official Update...

2010-03-13T21:47:00.012+08:00

bad tuna!....gosh...now im paying for my sin of gluttony...i was starving yesterday night...therefore i went around the kitchen to look for food.....and i opened up a can of tuna and ate the tuna with some crackers just to get food poisoning today!...zzz...i think im suffering from mild food poisoning....hopefully i would be fine by tomorrow...i cant take another day of this...its killing me..no matter what i do i dont feel right...it doesnt matter whether im lying down...standing up...o sitting down...i just feel sick to the core...i decided to do a proper update...since im bored and i got nothing else better to do right now....lets see....holiday is coming to an end pretty soon...and i must say..this is definitely one of the least productive holidays i had so far...dint travel much cause i still havent get my ride back...hopefully i can get my car back by the end of next week...*keeping my finger crossed*...if not i would die cause i got stuck to a place for too long...im not sure whether they got a scientific name for it or not..but yeah..im pretty sure there is such a sickness...i cant stand being stuck in my room for way too long...i will go crazy....if not i would be the first to get such sickness right?...XD...oh well..at least i did some exercise throughout the holiday...went jogging with jas...chui hoong and mei hua...and chui hoong..i must say..your driving skills are way better than i expected it to be...so bravo..haha...XD....
as usual..i been on youtube most of the time...and i found some interesting channel recently...its call wongfu productions...erm...three guys form this wongfu production and i must say..all of them are talented directors/actors...you should go check out their shorts....its pretty amazing..and i must say...the one that i liked the most would be Just a Nice Guy...haha...here is the short....

nice guy doesnt necessary means that you will finish last...it depends on how you live your life..XD..so way to go..a big applause for all the nice guy out there...hopefully you would consider me as being a nice guy too..=)....*blush*....
ahh...i love the shirt...saving up to buy it..haha...unless somebody want to give it to me as a gift..XD..i dont mind...XD...
usually i would get all hype up when it comes to food...but guess its because of the state im in...oh well..but i guess im obligated to mention it no matter what...its about stone grill...haha...slightly pricey..but definitely delicious...there are still stuff to blog about..but i dont have the pictures for it..so i dont think i would say anything about it..haha..cant blog about it if there is no picture..so until next time...

Josh

Void..

2010-03-12T00:43:00.002+08:00

lol!...finally..an update...after 3 whole weeks...gosh...i have been sooooooooooooooooo darn busy with endless assignments....lab reports...and also midtermS...zz...despite being on break...im actually stuck at home....rotting....all this is thanks to the fact that my precious car is not fixed yet...zzz...i think im keeping this post short..i got no idea what to write about...im just updating for the sake of updating....

Compilation...

2010-02-13T00:17:00.015+08:00

this would be a compilation post...soooo many things have happened and ive been extremely busy...so im terribly sorry for the long absence....and i shall do a compilation post....to start things off.... my hair is now reddish...hahaha....new hair colour for a new year....my printer been out of ink for quite sometime...i have been way toooo lazy to get my sorry ass out of the house and to the computer shop to buy refills...last friday i finally manage to convince myself enough of laziness...go get refills...haha...and after an hour of struggle i finally manage to refill my ink...but in the process of doing so..i totally turn my hands into rainbow colour...and the ink wont come off...not for 3 straight days...zzz....
for those of you that dint know...i got into a terrible accident...just my luck..got hit by stupid driver and narrowly escape death..haha...i know..it sounds like a cliche and maybe a little bit cheesy..but its true...i got knock by a ford 4W...i dont have any picture of my wreck car...but i can describe how bad it was..2 of my doors was crushed inwards....2 of the doors' windows were shattered....my dashboard was crush to the state where the digital clock pop out of its place...and my wind screen got shattered...i gt cut by the shattered glass..the reason why i say i narrowly escape death is because there is a cut at the back of my neck..if its a few cm forward..i would have been dead..and i sprained my neck too...so i guess i was extremely lucky eh?...well..i won have my car to drive around for the following 3 weeks..so any KIND soul out there who would like to give me a lift to campus daily is strongly encourage to do so...hahaha...back to the topic..after my crash...i made a police report...and claim insurance..but i guess the car was too damage...insurance wont be able to cover it..so now i need to fork out another rm700...im going broke!!!!....and the night of the crash i even had a midterm...luckily i manage to attend the midterm thanks to kai loon..XD....

a day after the crash i went to a bbq party...i won say much about the bbq party..i would like pictures do all the talking...but in short..we practically burn rm180 worth of fireworks in less than 3 minutes...haha...that is what i call burning away money...and today i had a great time...went out with hong yuen...haha....forgotten to snap some pics..but it was definitely my definition of a great time....we went mall hopping through out the whole malacca town...mp..dp...new jusco...old jusco...melaka mall...haha..you name it....well..its definitely one of the best day i have lately....so thanks...i even saw a pair of camel active shoes which i fell helplessly and hopelessly in love with..but it was way too pricey..cant afford it when i need to fork out money to fix my car...T.T...so i just got to keep that urge and lust of mine for that pair of camel shoes in check...and now my feet is in pain...too much shopping in a day..haha...and i watched percy jackson and the lightning thief..its a good movie....i think that is about it...until next time...toodles...

Josh

Finally....

2010-01-24T21:16:00.005+08:00

a new semester has began...and its killing me...is either that im way too busy...or im just way too tired...to be blogging despite there is quite a number of stuff i want to blog about...and when i finally have the time...and the mood...i totally forgotten what is it that i want to write about...haih...so i think i wil just write about what ever that comes to mind....

i been wanting to blog about anger and hatred for quite sometime now...so here it is....anger and hatred...are they similar?...or are they two different entities...i find that they are different in many sense....cause when you are angry... its because they pissed you off in someway or even fault you...but in time you will come to forgive them...cause you only get angry at people who you care about..but when you hate someone...its all the way to the bone...you feel like slamming them into a wall...no matter what they do will be annoying in your eyes..that is pure hatred....and there is no way in hell you will come to like them...no matter what they do....but there is only a fine border line between anger and hatred as anger can easily turn into hatred...so if you made someone angry or unintentionally pissed someone off its best to have fix the situation and apologize as soon as possible...
lab starts tomorrow..and it sucks!!...argh!....stupid labs...this semester is packed with labs...i have no idea how am i going to survive...T.T....and chinese new year is just around the corner...but im still not feeling the mood yet...i guess the chinese new year mood in me still havent kick in yet...i think thats about it..im stuck..i have no idea what to write summore...suddenly lost the blogging mood...so i guess thats all for this post..until next time...toodles....

Josh

The bittersweet ending...

2010-01-18T00:35:00.013+08:00

after 3 long weeks...my holiday have come to an end....well..its a rather bittersweet ending....hmm...but mostly bitter...there is no greater way to end my holiday than the release of my results..way to go mmu...thanks for giving me the bitter ending of my holiday..cis...my results were so dreadful!...i can practically shoot myself in the head....there were some sweet part to my holiday...i was able to sleep in till late in the afternoon...haha...yes...tons and tons and tons of undisturbed sleep... and there were lots of outing and so on with my secondary classmates...so it was nice to see them again after quite some time...come to think of it...its actually the first time where mmu's holiday clash with other universities' holiday...lets see...what else..i drove to muar...for otak otak...hehe....and also i had tons of satay this holiday..so that was pleasurable...XD...but all the food and lack of exercise certainly have some negative effect...for example..BEFORE all the food and all...and this is AFTER all the meals and lack of exercise...T.T.....and today i had one of the worst idea ever....today was the last day of my holiday..so i thought...hmm..what better way to end it than to go watch jackie chan's new movie....the spy next door....my god..if i had a gun i would have shot myself countless times inside the cinema...the acting was soooo horrible...it was dreadful...jackie chan was stiff...but the kids...they were at rock bottom...they SUCKED!!!....the acting all were sooooooo dam stiff.....it was so wooden..i can get splinters just by watching them act....so for those of you that plan to watch this...GOD FORBID...no...never!.....its a total waste of time and money...its dreadful!!!!....so i guess that basically wrap up my 3 weeks of holiday...somehow dull but yet entertaining...but nothing stays happy forever..so that would explain the bitter ending of my holiday....T.T.....

Errors....

2010-01-13T00:05:00.004+08:00

the funny thing about technical error...

is that you can usually figure out what cause the problem and fix everything up...

so that its as good as new...i wish i could say the same for human error...

wouldnt it be great if when we really screw up...we can figure out what make us act like a jackass in the first place and fix that mistake...but we are better off when we could avoid the stupid choices in the first place..take a minute...and think about the collateral damage that we cause in other people's life..but as it is all that we have is that "Im sorry"..

but what happens when you dont even get that simple sorry from those that fault you...life still goes on?...or everything else comes to a halt?....

2010...

2010-01-01T15:35:00.022+08:00

the last night of 2009...

today is 01/01/2010....its the start of the new decade....2009 is finally over...its in the past....2009 was like any other years...there were ups...
and there were downs...

there were tears...

and there were joy....

there were hate...

and there were love....

to get to 2010 i have seen the best...

i have seen the worst...

i have touched the sky...

i have hit the wall...

i have been a fool...

i have been afraid...

i have been injured....

i have been loved..

i have been lied to...

i have been wrong...

i have been right...

but now is to write a whole new chapter in my life....

what might have happened in the past shaped me to what i am today...the past couple of weeks was nothing like a roller coaster ride for me..it was more of a submarine ride..where it just sink and sink and sink without stop...but yesterday..everything was ok for once...because i was reminded that no matter what happens there will always be those that cared...we had a small gathering at jas's house..yes...it was not a big place with swimming pool...the food was no 5 star cuisine....the wine was cheap and the vodka was crappy....but the only thing that matters was the people around...its at moment like this where you need to pause for a moment and take a look around...these are the people who reminds you that you are very much alive...these are the people that matters....so HAPPY 2010 people...

the wine cellar...

picking out potatoes...

me and jas...

marinating the chicken wings...

the carrots...

aaron chopping up the pork...

me with the stupid expression..wang with the stupid hand..andrew with the stupid grin..jhii lien hiding from wang...hong yuen with the cacat leg...

kong...jhii lien and me...

the few that matters....

spreading the love...

looks wrong...but it was fun...

sisterhood?..

dreaming away...

drunk?...

the vodka girl...

the drinkers...

the pic speaks for itself..

last one...

what better way to start off 2010 than some mahjong...

some part of the party pictures were not taken..but heck...good times like this who needs a picutre....those heart warming moments and laughter were engraved into our hearts...which is worth more than a million pictures...i cant think of any other way to end this post than a song which is the mashup of top 25 hits in 2009...the united of pop 2009....

Josh...2010.....

Ragged....

2009-12-24T00:09:00.003+08:00

what is a piece of ragged cloth to you?....a valuable piece of cloth that served its purpose and now its worn and torn?...a piece of useless junk that you can discard it whenever you feel like it?....the same concept is applied in life....there are those that only treat that piece of junk as something valuable when they need to clean a dirty table or a chair...if not it would just be a worthless piece of cloth to them....so to clarify things....im a piece of ragged cloth where you only appreciate me when you need it...otherwise you will just ignore and discard me at a corner with no concern about my feelings at all....so...FUCK YOU....oOo.....

Friends - birthday post...

2009-12-21T21:01:00.005+08:00

friends...a word that is made out of 7 simple alphabets...yet there is an extraordinary meaning behind this 7 alphabet word...we might not realize it but we have learned the meaning of the word since young...we categorize people whom we like and people whom we dont like...you...the girl who is cute...you are my friend....come play with me....but you...the one that suck your finger...its disgusting...you are not my friend..you dont get to play hide and seek with me...as we grow older...we come to realize that friendship is not as simple as that..it requires effort...in fact...tons of endless effort....that needs time..and you need to pour yourself into it for it to grow...and as we grow older..we see different friends come and go...we learn the boundary of friendship...we came to realize how far would my suppose bff go for me?...do you even draw a line of intimacy between two friends?....how do you keep it going for ever?...i would love to have these answers..and i would be a very wise man if i could take the answers and apply them to my life....but sadly...im baffled when it comes to questions like that....where do you place your friends on the scale of priorities?...behind the girlfriend?..in front of the family?...equal to all your friends?....a step above your academics?...you decide...and you tell me..what is more important to you....but for me..i will tell you that friends are in front of the family...a step above academics...and equal standing to a girl...however im no saint...im biased...i put my all friends on a different scale...i do not treat them equally..there are definitely those that matters...and there are definitely those that i would go an extra mile for....and i believe that this holds true for almost everyone...you cant treat everyone equally...at some point there will be those that you favor more compare to others...and those that you treat as bff...do they treat you the same?...or are you just a fool who got tricked to do their bidding...its a scary truth...those of us that are lucky got the better of friendship and they found their bff who would go as far as they could for them...and those of us that are unlucky...got tricked and fooled....and all thats left was nothing but a pool of despair and anger.....i am a very blunt person..brute perhaps...but its something that i find pride in....over the years id say that ive become more tactful...more diplomatic about confrontations...but there is stil an element of the harshness that dictate my way of speech and words...those who understand me will know that i wouldnt use that harshness unless i cared...those that are unworthy of my time..i would not have bothered to make you feel terrible about the way you have been....some might say that its cruel...and its not the right way to go about things...but then..all the more reason to show that i care..dont i?
i try to be a good friend..or the perfect friend so to speak...one who is understanding..one who stays in the shadow to support you...but as with all things in life...doing the right things is often harder than doing the wrong things...it is easier to get angry than to be patient when they annoy you...or when they dont reply your text..msn...o even phone calls....it is easier to be expectant than to be selfless...there will always be a part of you that hope what you did before will be rewarded....and we will fail...we will fall harder than before...despite our good intentions...we will be misjudged...and we will be forsaken....in story books or movies...the ending usually portrays a character who gives up his life or something important to him for someone else...and the script writer often focus on the fact that the person he gives his life to never reward him or gives him the appreciation he deserves...and the character would be ok with it...tragic?...very much so...and i often ask myself..would i be able to do that?..will i be able to be the friend that goes on loving..that goes on supporting even when the friend you are loving and supporting push you away..and blame you for their shortcomings....will i be able to be the friend that never utter a word of retaliation when the friend that you give up everything for lashes back and hurts you?....until this moment i hope to be...but sadly..im not...but that is a friend that i hope to become...i know im not there yet...but i will try my very best...
this post was meant to be a birthday greetings for someone that matters....so before this post turned into an emo post or an angry post...i shall pause and take a moment to say that...i might have wrong you in the past without noticing it...for that im sorry...but i will not apologize for being blunt and brute as you might call me...cause i am who i am..and i cared...but i dont mind you nudging me so that i would not stray off the righteous path..now its to give thanks and say that im glad that you were born today....you might not be the perfect friend..but i will say that you are halfway there....so this is from me..all the best...and happy birthday....

Lies...

2009-12-20T11:21:00.005+08:00

lies....its the opposite of truth....the people around us...how many of them are really truthful and how many of them are just hoax ...i believe its a question with no definite answer....reason being some people are fantastic liars and no one could tell whether he is lying or being truthful....
yes...its undeniable that there are white lies and lies out there...some might say its ok to lie once in a while to slide through stuff..some might disagree cause lying is wrong no matter what you say...a lie is a lie....personally..i would agree with both...lying is wrong no matter what...a lie is a lie..but sometimes u just need that small white lie to get through stuff...but what happens when you lie and someone else caught you doing so...you just have to tell more lies to cover up your previous lies?....aint that kinda ridiculous....the lies would snowball and at the end..there is someone that is bound to be HURT....instead of telling more lies...why cant they just admit and confess they lied when they were caught..wont that solve all the problem?....its as simple as that...yes..some might be afraid to tell the truth...cause the truth is hard...in general..everything that is righteous is hard...and its not that hard when you start...its as simple as that...confess....there is no need for more lies...but when you thought of it in a deeper manner...why would they lie in the first place...i believe this is a question that only the liar can answer....is it because they are afraid to let other people know that they broke a promise?....is it because they are afraid that people might find out they are nothing but a hoax?....is it because of bad influence?..is it because they are afraid that when you find out...they can no longer manipulate you to get stuff that they want?....its a scary thought....until this instant you do not know they people you are with are genuine or not...lies...its something that is not tolerable no matter what....the only way you can gain retribution from a lie is by telling the truth...

Xmas Play...

2009-12-08T01:34:00.005+08:00

yes..i know..it has been a while...but im double posting to make up for the long absence....went to see the CF's play earlier today...or i should say yesterday by the time im done writing this post....it was magnificent as always..there were a few flaws here and there...but im not going to complain..cause none of us are professional actors...they are just a bunch of multi talented students that gave up their precious time to do that play and entertain the crowd...so two thumbs up for them...i must say it was a really good play...the best actor award i would give it to the dad...somehow he is a good actor and he has a great voice...he pronounce english words with a very nice slang and he can really sing...so i think he deserve an award....now for best actress..i would say the matron...reason why she deserves this is because she manage to pull off her character flawlessly...she played an antagonist character in the play..and its not easy to pull off an antagonist character...and like the best actor..she can really sing...haha..seriously CF deserves a round of applause...they manage to find so many talents....XD....and if there was also a best line award..i would say the best line in the play..the line which i remembered the most was in one of the parody of taylor swift's song they did...he wears slippers and i wear leather..that got me drop dead laughing.....overall..it was a successful play...i might even say successful is abit underated....hehe...well...i must thank shaun for the awesome company earlier...XD...and hopfully you can make up your mind soon enough...

-Josh-

Everything that matters...

2009-12-08T01:27:00.000+08:00

Find me here
And speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That is leading me
To the place where
I find peace again
You are the strength
That keeps me walking
You are the hope
That keeps me trusting
You are the life to my soul
You are my purpose
You're everything

And how can I
Stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me
How could it be
Any better than this

You calm the storms
You give me rest
You hold me in your hands
You won't let me fall
You steal my heart
And you take my breath away
Would you take me in
Would you take me deeper now

And how can I
Stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me
How could it be
Any better than this

-Josh-

Cloud 9...

2009-12-01T00:12:00.003+08:00

cloud 9...that is the term that best describe what i feel right now...i just feel so great...thanks to the pillar...haha...i guess only the pillar would understand when he reads this...i would still prefer to call him pole..but he insisted that he is a pillar...it was a pleasant weekend with a lot of unexpected twist..but somehow everything turned out way better than ok..in fact..everything turned out to be great...it was some quality time spent...there are many things that we cant do...for example both of us cant write a 1119 standard essay..but i guess what it matters is that we really did pour our all in it..i guess that is the reason why it feels so great....everything is so genuine...it is something that would last a lifetime...so..thanks for everything....my own support pillar..XD.....

Changes....

2009-11-22T23:56:00.002+08:00

changes...everyone experience changes...your friends...your family..your love ones...your enemies...even strangers that you dont know....its a phase that everyone would go through...but whether one changes for the better or for the worse is a whole different story....as far as i can recall...people around me are changing constantly..but are they the ones who are changing...or am i?....

Rant Rant Rant..........

2009-11-16T23:43:00.004+08:00

im beat....there is just way too much things on my plate right now..why cant people be more efficient...they just have to take their own sweet time and do things in their own snail like pace...well..guess what..it aint working!...its not that i want to be the bad guy or what..but just so you know...we have a due date....and im not the one setting the due date...so dont blame me if im being mean or im flaming anyone..there is just so much that one can tolerate to slackness....so suck it up..and be more productive...

Voca People....

2009-11-10T01:31:00.003+08:00

with a blink of an eye..im already in week 3 of my second trimester....assignments are starting to pile up....and midterms are drawing nearer..i guess its time to get serious too...no more fooling around...anyway..this post is not about assignments or midterm...im just here to promote something that i fell in love with...haha...i know..i might be kinda late to post this now..but heck..i saw them on youtube and i fell in love instantly...once you watch the video you will get wat i meant...so enjoy...ahhh..im in love~~

My Top 5 Treat List

2009-11-09T01:53:00.005+08:00

i was surfing and i saw this amazing ad about the Inspiron 13 from Dell...so i decided to take part in this once in a lifetime chance to post about my TOP 5 treat list.....here goes...

1) i wish i could treat myself to a perfect get away in Hawaii with all my friends and if i have the Inspiron 13 i can blog about it instantly in Hawaii without the need of finding a pc or carrying my bulky desktop......

2)i would treat myself to a full day spa treatment so that i can take a step back and enjoy life...and hopefully after the treatment i would look as sleek as the Inspiron 13...XD

3)next i would treat myself to shop with no budget constraint for a day...it would be so cool if i could just buy everything that i like....

4)after shopping who could resist a good meal...therefore i would treat myself to a all you can eat buffet with all kinds of food...chinese..indian...malay...koeron..japanese and etc type of food...

5)last but not least i would treat myself to an Inspiron 13 from Dell....why not treat myself a laptop seeing that i actually need a laptop for my studies and i still havent own a laptop yet..so why not an Inspiron 13....

Money...

2009-11-09T00:42:00.003+08:00

money seem to be the issue with everyone lately...for some unknown reason everyone is almost broke...haha..i guess its the beginning of the semester and everyone is still very free and in the holiday mood...so everyone is going out alot and splurging uncontrollably...well..its time to control the expenditure or else we will just be eating bread for the rest of the month...T.T....so this is just a reminder...spend wisely...haha...but i myself is going broke...T.T...going to declare bankruptcy soon...zzz

Joshy

Bored and Random...

2009-11-07T22:45:00.002+08:00

there is just so much on my mind right now...there is just so much to do...but somehow my body just wont move whenever i command it to finish up the pile of work i have on my hands....in other words..im just LAZY...i would prefer lazing around doing nothing and just stare blankly into my screen....sometimes its just sad and pathetic...i need help...someone please kidnap me from home and bring me out!....i need a breath of fresh air....i guess my life is pretty dull since i got nothing much to update about lately....i guess thats all for now..im only updating cause im just way too bored...hopefully theres more next time...toodles...

Trust and Respect...

2009-11-01T18:48:00.004+08:00

well this is just a random post...i find that people who made you coffee will earn your respect more than people who buy you coffee....respect and trust is something that is earned....so people who is genuine and prove themselves worthy will often gain one's respect and trust....you cant demand trust nor respect...therefore those that already earned that privilege...keep it sacred and never betray that circle of trust....this is only how a friendship will grow...

Fishy

Loneliness...

2009-10-28T22:51:00.003+08:00

loneliness...

the world's most cruel method of torture ever....here i am...sitting in my dark room with nothing else except my desktop in front of me..but i have nothing to do...and no one to talk to...its rather sad actually...despite the fact that i have some matters up in my mind..i have no one to share them with...after some serious consideration of who to text and all..i just notice..i have NO ONE....all that im capable of doing is to count the letters of loneliness....pronounce the word...enunciate it...stress the syllables..and feel them roll off your tongue....

how do you describe it..hmm...the feeling of you against the whole world...i dont know how to describe them in the simple form of words..but all i can say is that its a strong feeling...a strong feeling of uneasiness that can cause any ordinary man to crumble in its presence...im an ordinary man that is struggling..trying not to give in to the malicious loneliness..but somehow today i was defeated...i lost the battle to this loneliness and im forced to deal with the consequences...when it appears victorious...loneliness brags and boast about its victory...and when it does...it feels like a heavy weight has just been dropped on top of your chest...you feel that its very difficult to breathe...is this how you should feel after you lost your battle against loneliness?....
i might have taken a beating today..i might have been defeated...i might have lost the battle today...but this doesnt mean that i will lose the war against the omnipresent loneliness...hopefully i can have my heart set on the right path and win the war against the omnipotent loneliness...god..please bless me with all your strength so that i have a strong heart to prevail..Suffering from loneliness trauma...
Joshy

Creative...

2009-10-28T13:28:00.002+08:00

saw this in one of my classroom...its the freaking wall...but some smart ass student went and scrape the paint off and wrote there lazy painter...haha....i must say..the guy who did this is a freaking creative genius...

Randomness...

2009-10-24T23:23:00.002+08:00

tomorrow signifies the end of my trimester break....its a bittersweet feeling...feeling bitter cause i wont be able to sleep till LATE in the morning anymore...sweet cause finally i wont be rotting at home anymore..haha....results wont be release till next thurs...gosh...its nerve wrecking...the wait is killing me...i just hope i can get it over with as soon as possible...i checked mmls and i already got to know my malaysian studies assignment topic...and trust me..i have no idea what the heck they are askin for...=(....hopefully the malaysian studies lecturer wont be as bad as i heard..been reading a lot lately and found some really nice materials to blog about...will unveil more as time passes...haha...ugly betty is back!...season 4 rocks to the max...cant wait for the next episode...

Reflection...

2009-10-22T20:12:00.002+08:00

yes...i know..i havent been blogging for a very long time..reason being...laziness got the better of me..but guess what...im back...and hopefully i will be back for good..haha...say NO to laziness..><...well..since i havent blog in quite a while..therefore i thought of doing a reflection post on what had happened in the past few weeks/months...
=>today is the day i decided to hit the pause button in my life to see how far i have come....

first to kick things off i think i will start with my studies...a year ago..i entered engineering course with the hope that its the right choice for me...i was uncertain and afraid with the choice i made..reason being i was green and i was a novice with no experience in life or what so ever...i based my decision on the wish that and i can do well in the future...after a year of studying...i think im doing ok...im still happy with my choice..but not so sure with my major...but overall i think im doing quite ok...but im still trying to do better...
after a year of struggling..i finally got my own car...its not new...but that is not the main point..the point is that i have a car..MINE..at last...
despite the fact that i said i wanted to change my phone for 2 consecutive years...im still using my N70 after 4 long years...guess i just have to be patient and wait for the right phone to come along....
i finally did it..i broke free from my so called comfort zone and made new friends in MMU...yes..i have to say..its a real character building experience..people in MMU are a collection of different characters from all walks of life...you may get along with some and you will despise some no matter how much you try....
im taking this chance to say im truly blessed and happy that im getting closer with some of them...and hopefully its not a one sided feeling...and im sorry for some of the foolish things i did in the past...as i can be a bit bitter as things get tough in the past...but its a part of growing...i guess we can only truly appreciate ones company after feeling the loneliness without it...and after overcoming a great deal of obstacles im blessed to still be friends with some of them...
i cant deny the fact that theres a lot of drama lately...all i can hope for is just that things will be better as time passes and we should be glad that we are given the chance to invest in more relationship....

i can still keep going but i think nobody is going to read a long post with all words...so i think im going call it a day....sem break is finally coming to an end and results will be released soon...gosh..im nervous...all i can do is just to hope for the best and everyone will be happy...

Bless all,
Josh

Hong Yuen

2009-09-23T22:30:00.018+08:00

hehe..today im going to blog about someone...reason being its their birthday..so i thought why not just write something about them..lets see...he is a man of many talents...he is a lot of things....first off
he is a very strong swimmer...

he is a swimming coach...

he is also a water polo player....

an achiever....

a former PBSM...

a martial art pro?...

a dancer....

a snorkeler...

an OC...

a CLS addict....

a SS king...

an emo-ist...

a retard....

everybody's friend(even the ang mo's)...

and many more...yes...thats right..its none other than Lim Hong Yuen...even though he took up the name Alex awhile back..but im still not used to it..so you will always be Hong Yuen to me..haha...as i were saying..he is a man of many talents and abilities...but none of that actually matters...cause what really does is that he is my friend....

p/s: hong yuen..i cnt believe im actually using this photo..zzz..

today...23rd of September is his birthday...and due to his BUSY schedule..this was the only thing that we manage to do...birthday boy...jas and i went to sushi king and had lunch there...

yes...i have to admit there were ups and there were downs in our friendship..but what makes a friendship strong is the ability to prevail despite all that have happened...so if you have someone who you are still friends with after you've been through so much together...don let it go to waste...appreciate them....pick up the phone..call them or just send a simple sms...you might just make their day....so this one goes out to you..thanks for being my friend and being there when it counts....may this friendship last and blossom more with time...all the best and have a nice birthday...and also...good luck in exam...XD...

Joshy Kool
signing out...

Strayed 09 09 09...

2009-09-09T22:27:00.005+08:00

Today is 09 09 09...haha..for some its a special day...for me..its just another day which strayed from my original plans and it got filled with wonderful memories...my original plan was to cut my freaking long and messy hair..after 2 months of procrastinating...and also wash my car after sooo long...its covered with a thick layer of dirt..zzz...today there was this food fair tingy organize by the international business people...we went there after our class to have a look and for some unknown reason..all of us were on a shopping spree...we bought bags and bags of food...ironically...the one who crying out loud saying that she was hungry dint buy anything at all...haha...after that tan ah wen and noob went to AS class...the rest of us(me, meng and hk) went to plaza siswa to wait for them...while we waited for them...we folded tons and tons of paper planes...some frogs..n some random stuff...==...yap ah meng also ended up eating a plate of gordon blue...haha...after their class we went to taiwan mee near notre dame...it was freaking jam..anyway..after taiwan mee we went to the new bowling alley in MITC and next the planetarium..lolz...so now you see how much i strayed from my original plans..==..but no matter what..it was a fun day...

Sluggish day...

2009-09-01T20:19:00.002+08:00

for some unknown reason...today's traffic was very sluggish which was damn annoying...i was stuck in the sluggish traffic when i went to campus and when i was trying to drive home..there were accidents everywhere..haih..i guess its just not my day...

Merdeka's Blues...

2009-08-30T23:45:00.006+08:00

i have no idea why...but i have the mood to blog out of the blue...today is independence day eve..or should i say by the time im done it should already be independence day...so in conjunction with that i should wish malaysia...Selamat Hari Merdeka...52nd anniversary if im nt mistaken...well..do forgive me if im wrong...cause im not that patriotic..haha...nyway... stumble across something this year...i know many bloggers have already blog about this...but im goin to blog about it anyway...this is for those that still doesnt have any idea...this year there is something call 15 malaysia..where there are 15 short clips made by malaysian film makers to show what is malaysia..well...what is so special about this is that its not the usual stuff where you just show the good side..this is something where they show you even the bad side..what are the socioeconomical problems that we faced and so on...if you want more info..you can visit this link http://15malaysia.com/ here is one of the clips to let you guys see what izzit all about...

well..not all are like this..some are just pure idiotic..haha..so..you be the judge of that...and there is also this year's merdeka song..satu suara..a wonderful piece..but i still find here is my home is better..but its not that bad...here is the song...

anyway...other than independence day...haih..been feeling so unproductive the past few days...its as though i got nothing done at all...which is bad..cause i feel like crap...all i did was wonder off mindlessly on facebook for the past few days...infact thats all i ever did...and also been watching tons of movie..haih..ahhhh....and for some unknown reason i feel trap....in a very abstract way....i have no idea how to explain it..its just frustrating the way it is...i just hope that its a phase and it will pass...if not i wil really die of this frustration..haih...

MMU lecturer are not soo stupid afterall...

2009-08-27T00:32:00.002+08:00

today i had engin maths exam...and guess what..the lecturers were not that stupid at all...they were smart enough to prepare 2 sets of engin maths paper..each with different ans..those that took the test will get what i mean...anyway..the papers alternate with the people next to you..so this is to prevent you from cheating..haha...so those that dint study and just copy everything from the guy next to you..they would fail miserably and at the same time the lecturer could spot all those that cheated in the exam out as well...they are really hitting 2 birds with 1 stone..haha..so this is for the mmu lecturer...haha..they ain as dumb as we thought they were....XD

Pissed!

2009-08-25T16:15:00.001+08:00

Farking pissed!

Reviving...

2009-08-23T01:41:00.002+08:00

yup...my blog is dead....so now trying my best to revive it..it has been awhile since i last updated...well..reason can only be im dead buy thanks to my crazy and unreasonable eygptian lecturer...ya..those that are studying mechanical will know very well who im talking about...gosh..that guy is just pure insanity...anyway...i have been on an exam streak....exam non stop for the past few weeks...then by next tues there is that stupid ptptn thing to be done...so there is hardly any free time left....but somehow i manage to watch i love beth cooper...its not as good as the trailer...well..if you ask me its more of a romantic show than comedy...but it was ok...not too shabby...so no complains...but i do find aliens in the attic better...anyway...should watch both if you have the time..i guess thats it for now...

Genting...

2009-08-02T22:09:00.002+08:00

yes...its midterm break..finally...my midterm break did start with a bang...unfortunately..it was not a good bang...all thanks to the idiotic nabil...haih...anyway...i was bored to death...i went to genting....ALONE...gosh..how bored can i be..haha...but anyway..im in genting..and its freaking cold...and not to mention..freaking packed as well...i never did expect genting to be this packed at this time..but heck...most of the schools got close down due to h1n1...so i guess most of the students are free arent they...haha...anyway...genting is misty...VERY misty....in the morning when i came..around 10 or 11 in the morning...my field of vision got limited to the extent of my arm..and thats it..all i see was a colour of white...haha..nothing else...its pretty boring here...but...well i needed to get away from malacca...yeah..i know...im getting myself stuck in a place crowded with people...and lots of non local..so there you have it..i might just get h1n1...haha....well..im in a CC now...i was hoping to upload some of the photos..but sadly..this over price CC doesnt have a card reader...so i guess the photos just got to wait..and seriously...what are the odds...i mean come on..i met a couple of farmiliar faces here...kevin...marina...haha....its like half the mmu moved their asses to genting as well..haha...anyway..till next time..toodles~

Joshy

Heavy Rain...

2009-07-27T23:12:00.002+08:00

its a rainy day in melaka...nothing but rain...therefore today is like an emo day for me....accidents were happening all around melaka...that just shows that how bad the weather was earlier today...

The Hangover...

2009-07-19T11:37:00.007+08:00

yea....yesterday sharon aka ah ma had a party...a farewell party to be exact....she is going off to harvard...so before she goes we went and see her for the last time...hehe....the reason why im blogging so early is to blog about this before some copycat blogger does...hohoho....the funny thing is that i was craving for satay the day before and guess what..satay was served at sharon's...haha...after the gathering there a group of us went out..we went aloha..sunshine and finally pure bar...XD....but it was too crowded...~.~...

me and mel mel...XD

me and shaun shaun...

me and jhii...

me and the innocent boy..joe yen..XD...

camwhoring using the reflection of the mirror...

ah ma and me...XD

all the best to u..=P

kong and me..XD...the guy that sat next to me in secondary...damn i miss this guy..haha...everytime i see him i remember we were fighting over paper in class..haha..

im not short k..angle problem...

this just proves everything...love love..XD

card for sharon...

this just shows how big the card is...and they are preparing for camwhoring session..XD

the boy who turn out to be not so innocent..haha..

joe yen aso..XD...

look at mahen's cacat face in pure..XD...haha..wei mahen..prove wei...im sending to jaya..haha

...><...

Paintball...

2009-07-12T23:42:00.005+08:00

After a stressful week...the best way to blow off some steam would be paintball...yup..thats right..paintball...what better way to relax than to shoot up people...so credit to low..he made this a successful event...we were gathered and what else...we were shooting at everyone and everything...but seriously the protective mask they should have some anti-fog layer or something cause we get fog up really easy and we cant see anything we would just be firing blindly....if you wan the information on the site you can click HERE ...

yup..thats right...thats me..

The Art of Backstabbing....

2009-07-11T23:42:00.002+08:00

Step 1....Conspire with all the fellow accomplice....
Step 2....Get behind your target's back....
Step 3....Act as normal as you can infront of them and try to be as nice as possible...
Step 4....Once they let their guard down...take them out with everything and everyone you got...
Step 5....Brag about it once you succeeded (eg. put it on msn, facebook or anything that you think people might see...)
Step 6.....Now enjoy every moment of it as you watch your target perish in despair....

but sadly im not a professional in this type of art...some of you might be...and therefore those people around will suffer the consequences....if you dont get what im trying to say..dont bother...you wont be able to decode this...this is meant for those that still feel some guilt after doing what they did....for those that dont...you are beyond help...im truly disappointed...or should i say....i feel that it was my mistake for even knowing you...

Belonging...

2009-07-09T14:44:00.004+08:00

im blogging from my computer lab....trying to figure out the sense of belonging in the middle of my class...lately i feel like i dont belong....not to any place nor anyone....so where do i actually belong?...sometimes you feel that when you are with your friends you dont belong...then you start to question youself...are they your real friends?....sometimes when you are at home...you feel like you dont belong...and you start to question yourself again...is this your real home?...is that a sign for a change?....i have no idea....its at these days where i actually realise that there are not many people who i can really depend on...its up to yourself...no one can actually help you...its something that you must figure out yourself....so there i m...wondering....what should i do...what should i have done?...is it too late?....or is it that im too afraid to take a stand....gosh...what should i do....i have no idea at all...everythin is so perplexing that it hurts soo much when i think about it....if anyone would just point me in the right direction....gosh...i don usually get caught up in dilemmas like this...but somehow it got me this time..and it got my hard....that day i was blog hopping and i saw a friend's post and i instantly felt some heartache when i saw some of the photos....the photos brought back some feelings which i tried to surpress for a very long time and suddenly everything just burst out...somehow similar to opening a pandora box....and once its done...its impossible to be undone...what should i do!...

Ignored...

2009-07-09T00:03:00.001+08:00

ever feel the feeling of being ignored or trying to ignore everything?...currently dwelling in that emotions....

NSU...

2009-07-08T16:07:00.005+08:00

Irritating little buggers....

2009-07-07T22:35:00.002+08:00

ahh...i really cant stand it...i dint plan to blog about thiss till i saw kristy's chat box a moment ago and there cj said that our lecturer are the one that should brush up their english and i couldnt agree more...it gets me everytime..those irritating buggers cant speak proper english..i mean whats up with zero...is it that hard to pronounce a bloody simple zero...and yet they go jiro jiro jiro and there i am wondering what the f*** that asshole is saying...i mean i get it if you are chinese ed...even i am one..but how hard is it to pronounce zero with a zeeee instead of jee....and they are having PHD...heck man...and series...for no reason it turned to silly...so for a series test it sounded like silly test...which is freaking silly...retarded...they go at a speed that doesnt allow people time to digest what they say and yet they still use confusing language to make the situation tougher....whats up with that...but no matter how terrible two of my lecturers are....the winning award still goes to my EET lecturer...prabu...f**king asshole that cant utter a simple english word clearly and likes to cancel class cause according to him he had finish..but we have no idea of determining it cause we dont even know what shitty language is he speaking...seriously...MMU...get some better lecturer...not some half ass cheap lecturer from india which cant deliver...

The road not taken...

2009-07-07T17:17:00.003+08:00

that day i was having class and in the middle of the class my mind just started to wander off into the realm of what if.....therefore i started to imagine all the possibilities that might happened....what would happen if i dint take mechanical engineering..if i would just stick with what i got and went to cyber...how would my life turn out then...what if i dint attend mmu and attended a local uni which i was offered a scholarship.....what if i just joined utar instead of mmu and pursue my studies in mechatronics.....what if i just went to form 6....what would really happen.....i was there sitting in the middle of the lecture day dreaming of all this what if and it kinda lead me to the crucial decision of whether or not i took the correct major....therefore im having yet another internal conflict...like what happened previously when i was fickle minded whether to stay in melaka or go to cyber....now there it is again...the big dilemma all over...but is it too late to do anything about it?...i wonder...i sat there wondering...i went home and laid on my bed and continue to wonder and i doze off into the realm of dreams where everything is possible and there everything was perfect i got everything i ever wanted....but unfornutately i was brought back to reality when my msn received a nudge....all the road not taken...what if....i could only wonder...should i take a stand and fight for what i believe and wish for?..or just sit back and let the chips fall into place....gosh...i really dont know anymore....but one thing is for sure is that if i dint enter mmu i wouldnt have get to know the people whom i now know....its a blessing in the cursed mentality of mine...

Negativity...

2009-07-06T00:06:00.003+08:00

gosh..i have no idea why...but somehow im dwelling in the deep pit of despair and negativity...happiness is like the old man told me..look for it...but youll never find it all....happiness feels a lot like sorrow...let it be cause you cant make it come or go.......

Compilation...

2009-06-27T20:04:00.005+08:00

gosh..the king of pop is dead...michael jackson...once a famous artist...and now...a legend..so let us mourn over his death....the king of pop....yesterday after my replacement class i went to watch transformers with my classmates..finally..the tickets are available...haha...and the biggest movie of the year was released on my birthday...haha..for that i feel damn proud..XD...and guess what...it was a full action pack..and i feel that the reviews are not accurate...cause the reviews were quite bad on this movie but i feel that it was bloody good...haha...there was not a moment of boredem at all...i was enjoying every moment of it..and it think its on par with angels and demons....i mean the two movies are in different categories..so we cant really compare..but in plot wise...angels and demons will be way better...but action wise..definately transformers... haha...anyway... today my school had its 50th year aniversary...gosh..it was a huge scale carnival...i went there and saw soooooooo many of my old friends..haha...alot of them look so different already...and i finally found a video of the oc cheer that we did....

A Memorable Birthday and The OC post....

2009-06-25T23:08:00.014+08:00

yes...i know..it has been a long long time since i last updated..the reason is that i was waiting for the orientation pics to do a long update...but since i cant get my hands on the pic any time soon so i decided just to update with what i got so far...lets see...i shall blog something about my birthday..haha....love love love my birthday this year...for those of you that dint know...my birthday is on the 24th of june..haha....i got surprise on my birthday...love every moment of it...XD...lets see...i got tons of wishes that day and for that im truly greatful...so thanks to all those that wished me...haha..your simple message or text meant alot to me..XD...for those of you that forgotten its still not too late...hahaha....muka tembok right?..haha..anyway....i want to express special graditude to hankai...yew meng...kuhan...cj...wen wen...deanna...chiew yee...xin yee...lidren...ah soon...they came to my house and surprise me with a cake...and brought me out to dataran for dinner at wong kok and cause it was my birthday i was entitled to a BIG BIG BIG drink...
haha...after that we went for then a movie...drag me to hell...the movie was kinda ridiculous if you asked me..i find it more hilarious than scary...haha....but i enjoy every moment of it cause i got to see my friends screaming for no reason...haha....after that we wanted to watch transformers but the ticket was sold out...damn...so we went to pure bar for awhile then we went back...it was a very memorable birthday...thanks..XD...love you guys...

menu in wong kok...

another shot...

yew meng aka the stalker..XD...

fancy drinks...devil's fairy tale...

cheiw yee...

wen wen posing with the drink...

my turn...

nice to drink..XD...

before...

after....

my food...XD...

close up...

gsc...packed!...

very crowded lo....

pure bar..XD...

next..moving on...orientation was bloody tiring...but at the same time it was a blast.....a great blast...haha...ok i know this might sound weird..but i was in the security division..haha..yes..i know...me..security...world gone wrong..XD...but anyhow...the whole orientation process started like this...we were gathered in exam hall one night and we were split into 10 teams...every team was suppose to come out with a name and a moto...i was randomly placed in group 5 where i met tons of new people...i was kinda timid the first night..haha...anyway...our team came up with the name viva-wolverine..XD...and our moto is that we are cheap and we scratch...XD...we take pride in being cheap...hahaha.....after a pre-ice breaking session we kinda know each others name...my team consist of splendid people...and our leader was amirul aka the poser..haha...next we have pradeesha the assistant leader...then we have budin... dinesh... arun... yong... vivian... geetha.. and ali!...XD...we were given task to do and all..and we were suppose to gather the next morning at 7am or 630am..i cant really remember...but i was like..what the...so early...i think the last time i woke up that early was in secondary...wait...i doubt that i even woke up that early when i was in secondary...haha...well..anyway..i manage to get to campus in time because i dint sleep..haha..cause i know if i would have slept i would have miss the OC(orientation committee) camp....the breakfast that was provided that morning was dreadful..i instantly got a phobia towards keuy tiao after that breakfast...thank god the phobia dint last...gosh....so after the crappy breakfast which i barely touch...just drank tons of coffee and tea...we set off to some mysterious campsite for the OC camp..haha...

leaving MMU...

at the traffic light...

we dint know where was it because everything was suppose to be a surprise...so...after and hour plus we ended up in some remote place in jasin...that place is call lambai danau if im not mistaken...i was thrilled to see nature and everything at first..

arriving...

walking in...

the road...

but that feeling instantly disappear after i saw the toilet....the water which we were suppose to bath with contains tadpoles and algae...and so at the very moment most of us decide that we were not going to bath for 2 days...but that plan instantly got shattered after we found out what was installed for us...haih...the food everything was ok..no complains there...then comes the activities....haha...in short we got dirty...very!....we were in sewer water and we smell like shit...literally...and that was not the worst case senario...imagine this..we got to blow bubbles in that water...zzz...that is the simplified version of what we went through the first day..and my group finished the whole course first..haha...damn proud la wei...and because we finished first we got the advantage of getting ourselves clean first..cause there is a lot of people and limited bathroom space...let me rectify that statement...its not even a limited bathroom space....its more like an open air condition thingy...you get the picture right?...haha...so...is either we smell like shit or bath with tadpoles and algae....we all decided to go for the later one..haha....so tadpoles it is...XD....at night we had some sketches and after that we had a luxurious supper..well..in that condition it was luxurious..no matter what...hahaha....

the supper...

so the next day we had another surprise installed for us...there we thought no more dirty water and stuff and we were instructed to wear back our dirty clothes cause we are going to get dirty again...gosh...my green shoes turned black...my blue track bottom turned black...so i decided to sacrafise another pants than having the nightmare to put that pants which is soaking with shit water back on...haih...but it was fun that day...we had mud war...MUD WAR!~!....it was the highlight of the camp...haha..after that we were allowed to get clean up in the lake....and there some minor accidents happened but nothing too serious...after that we were suppose to have somemore activities..but we were all just oo exhausted...haha...so we headed back home to take a nice "long" rest and come back to campus at night...so by the time we reach melaka its already around 4 or 5 in the evening..so there was no rest at all..at night we went through stimulations and stuff..haha...so after that it was the real deal...we were going to start orientation the next day...this time instead of attending one...we were suppose to be incharge of one..so that was that..and orientation started...it was 4 LONNNNNGGGG days....tiring..but fun at the same time...anyway in this 4 days we bonded more and more not just with the freshies but also among the oc...so we were like one big family...haha...im not going to go in details for the 4 orientation day..cause it will be toooo long..haha...and u guys will get bored reading it...so i decided to just show you guys what pictures i have with me right now...i will post a special post with all orientation pic as soon as i get all the picture...timeframe..one month...haha...XD...

looks nice right?...

this is why..never trust an advertistment..haha...

campfire...

aftermath....

amirul and adli...

me and amirul...

please notice the head band...gosh..gay...=.=...

sarah...aka salah food...

the ciplak version of andy...ann dee...

poser...

dolly...

gosh...i will never be late again..T.T...

me and cica...yes i noe..i look dumb...

few hours before orientation night...

oc on cam-whoring mood...

the guardians of entrance 1..=.=...

poser!..XD...but i love it..haha..

i look retarded..yes i know..i have no idea why...i forgotten what pose i wanted to do..but it snap before i completed my pose...

me and nini...haha...XD...

-Joshie Zai-

Absence...

2009-06-09T19:45:00.001+08:00

gosh...im soooo sorry for the long long long absence....i will update soon enough and i promise that it will be a long post...so till then..stay tune..i will update about what i have done for the period of absence...XD.....

My Family..

2009-05-29T01:36:00.013+08:00

time flies...without noticing it...my foundation studies in mmu is already over...i mean its really over...we are finally moving up to degree..provided that we pass...that is the nerve wrecking fear that all of us are facing now...but for me there is something extra to be worried about..which is my appeal..will it be successful...for those of you that dint know..im appealing to change my major in beta..i just hope that they approve it..if not i need to get my ass to cyber no matter how reluctant i m to go now...life just never goes the way you want it to go dont it?...well..i guess that is life...but seriously..i mean...foundation is over with a blink of an eye...its that fast...and when semester reopens i might not be able to see some of my friends that i knew and grew to love in this one year of foundation..despite the time being short..i made some really good friends and some old friends that i just adore more and more....to have the thought that we wont be studying togethor anymore kills me...im sooo going to miss them...for those that are staying back in Malacca will miss those that are going to Cyber and those that are going to Cyber are going to miss those that are in Malacaa..but i just miss both..cause if my appeal is succesful i will miss those in Cyber...if its unsuccessful i will mis those in Malacca...the whole situation is so oxymoronic...haih..anyway before we have to face the painful thought of us not being a whole anymore...we embrace the very last moment of us being togethor and went out for the very last time....it was us..PE07 PE08 PE09....a family...ahhh...i MISS them already...seriously i dint really feel anything much earlier today..but just now when hankai cj yew meng and huei wen came my house and as we were talking i started to feel all this mix emotions...gosh...its pure torture to feel this way...anyway..instead of whining at a fact that cant be change..i might as well post our memories togethor...we are together even when we are feeling...

happy...

down after a defeat...

silly...

like faking a smile...

energetic...

tired...

stress...

grumpy...

naughty...

dirty...

wet...

hungry...

we stick by each others side no matter what...that is the true meaning of friendship and i think its a privilege that i had the chance to experience all that in one year...i mean we had our ups and downs..but knowing that there is someone there sticking by your side..that makes everything ok...so the following are some pictures taken during our last night together....

the mess made by hankai...

busy smsing...

ah soon...

going through the menu...

left and right...

say cheese...

hong yuen and wc who is going to cyber soon...

chiew yee and kristy...

hankai...give up la...you cant solve it mia...

the "couple"...

finally the food arrived...

close up shot...

the eggs...mee...and mihun...

my bowl and chopsticks...

waiting for it to boil...

carrot juice...

finally..its time to eat!...

siapa cepat dia dapat...

drink up...

the perfect egg yoke...

outside of the steamboat restaurant...

me + leong wei...

the girls..xinyee..deanna..huei wen..kristy...chiew yee...

lidren..huei wen..kristy...hong yuen..

haha..just look at ah soon's pose...

my family...

loving it..

yew meng took this..

then we move on for a movie later that night...terminator salvation...we went for the premier..XD...and while we were waiting for time to pass.....

our fav fast food restaurant..XD...

tey the hercules...

the guy who tried to beat the herculeon strength...

terrible shooters...

i dont know why..but this picture looks gayish..

daytona session...

the amount of tickets that we purchased is almost kristy's height...

models for the terminator salvation ticket....

after the movie...

to everyone that i know in this foundation...love you guys...stay cool and keep in touch no matter what....

-Joshie-

Neglected Blog...

2009-05-26T22:56:00.007+08:00

holy crap...it has been quite some time since i last updated...lolz...the reason for this period of absence is due to stupid stupid stupid finals...haih...been busy "studying" if you know what i means..lolz...anyway...after tomorrow its independence day...gosh..finally the exam streak is going to be over soon...but before that..there is still one last subject...hmm...actually during the study week which we were suppose to study...i ended up watching a midnight movie with yew meng..deanna...hankai...huei wen in gsc...night in the museum 2...its a nice movie..haha...it was better than night in the museum 1...while we were waiting..we took a picture with officer paul mart..XD...and one of the monsters in monster and aliens..XD...then on saturday went to jonker with leong wei and hankai when we were suppose to be studying...see..this is what i meant by "studying"....haih...sadly dint take any picture that day..haha...but we tried out a couple of fun stuff..XD...and seriously..they were selling condoms everywhere now a days..XD...i actually saw them selling a keychain with condoms attached to it...the key chain thingy is nice...and the condom is just a plus plus according to them..haha...it cost RM10.95...lolz..so i guess everybody is promoting safe sex now a days..XD....anyway...a few hours before applied maths i kinda took a picture of us panicking last minute..haha...anyway....during chemistry paper there were 2 invigilators which were damn damn damn annoying...bloody bitches sia...i mean in exams you are suppose to keep quiet so that we can concentrate right..this 2 idiots were like sitting behind and whispering LOUDLY...i dont think the volume they were at can be considered as whispering anymore..anyway it was so anoying and it was way too rude to ask them to shut up..so i ended up starring at both of them for around 5 minutes then they notice and walk away...STILL TALKING...they moved to the front to continue their little chit chat session..i pity those infront sia..suffer...seriously...as invigilators...they should be ashamed as they should know how and when to SHUT UP...putting that aside...today i had physics paper..so after physics paper everybody kinda relax abit and we went to mcD..XD...9 of us...me..hk...ym..cj..wc..wen wen...deanna...kristy...lidren...n leong wei..and yew meng got his own theory on lunch hour prices...zz...you do know during lunch hour the whole point is that its nearly half price..so that you can save your money...but yew meng has a theory of his own...he would buy 2 sets cause he said that he can get 2 for the price of one...and there goes the whole idea of saving money....=.=...and finally *drum roll*..the picture of the day....our very own version of Mr McDonald....
lolz...after that i went for a movie with jas..han..a couple of other old classmates....we watched angels and demons...gosh...AWESOME movie..i mean AWESOME...it was worth every penny..XD....love love love the show...now im just looking forward to terminator...haha..well..it will be out soon...i guess thats it for now..got to get back to my "studies"....

-Joshie-

Exam Eve...

2009-05-17T16:06:00.005+08:00

gosh..i know..it has been awhile since i last updated...but what the hell...everyone got to study right?..haha...but right now i lost all my mood to study...im practically bored out of my mind while others are all indulge in their books...haih...since im so freaking bored..i decided to update...XD...lets see..what has happened since i last updated...i think quite a number of things happened...i watched a movie...push...acted by chris evans...

it was a good movie..love the plot..XD....and through out this study week i kinda pick up dota madness...been dota-ing everynight until 3 or 4am...lolz...which explains why i always wake up freaking late the next day....haha...erm..on friday..which was 2 days ago..hankai...deanna...huei wen and i went to the mcD in ayer keroh to study...so call la..."study"...

the view...

my mcflurry...

my mini size mcflurry...

fries...

ayam goreng mcD...

and "study" time...

and abit of camwhoring...

in the end we manage to do a few pmc question and talked a hell lot...haha..and earlier today finally played a game of dota with pig edwin..haih...i have no idea why..but there was one stupid facebook application my level of addiction to internet was totally same with his..which is 64%...lolz...oh ya...just remembered...as requested by edwin..since u wan the BGT's "goodie"...i decided to post the link as well...

then something unusual happened as well...i actually went to the library..gosh...despite the irritating scent there..i was in the library for a day..and outside the library for another day...haha...anyway...when i was in the library...i saw tons of people...and i caught hong yuen who claims that he wants to study in the library patrolling the whole library...==....here is the evidence...

LHY the parole officer..

and after spending an hour searching i finally manage to find the song which was stuck in my head...lolz...love the song...its homecoming by hey monday....

and kk sent me a scholarship link..thanks ya...XD....oh ya..there was this nuffnang bloggers party...but sadly the day when its held im busy..geesh..T.T...anyway...so i guess i should wish everyone good luck their exams...XD...

-Josh-

Raw..

2009-05-14T01:52:00.003+08:00

omg...raw talent discovered on britain got talent aka BGT..gosh..cause they still disabled embedding..i wont be able to post the videos here..nyway...jz go check out this 2 video by clicking on the link..1st will be the one that left zimon puzzled...2nd is jz pure talent...XD...

CLICK ME 1
CLICK ME 2

i will post it here once they enable embedding...XD...

-Josh-

No pain no gain...

2009-05-10T23:17:00.006+08:00

i was searching random images on yahoo and i found this....a story about no pain..no gain..i think its kinda essential to post this now cause my finals are just around the corner...no matter how painful the process might be..we need to STUDY!...zzz...i cant believe i just said that...haih...

thats why...try to bear with it..so that we dont need to suffer later on....anyway..just remembered some pictures that i took when we had breakfast in island red cafe....

-Josh-

Random happiness...

2009-05-07T00:20:00.010+08:00

today we had our finals for physics lab 2...gosh..it was suppose to be yesterday but somehow the whole thing got postpone for no reason...so we ended up having the test today..haha...everybody was kinda nervous and uptight about the thevenin and norton circuit because that was the killer among all the others...luckily in the exam the circuit that came out was way way way easier than anyone would have anticipated...but still..the exam was a hectic one...everyone kinda rush through the whole paper...nobody actually had time to really go through it again...i only had time to go through it roughly...but somehow xinyee manage to finish the paper rather fast...making everyone around her kinda nervous...haha...well..in the end we manage to get everything done on time..haha...next thing you know we were outside discussing about the exam and something funny happened...yew meng's phone got snatched by leong wei..haha...and he was made to run around like small kid chasing after his precious phone...

sry phone camera quality not that good..cant really see them..just look closely..
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both of them kinda disappear from our sight for 15 minutes or so...haha..they return after running like one big round around the field or ixora...not really sure...it was just pure childishness...it was bloody funny to watch people our age behaving like 3 year olds...XD....after that sudden moment of childishness we went to mmu corner..but on the way someone drop their calculator in a place which is kinda hard to reach..but luckily they got it back somehow..haha...anyway...at mmu corner kinda saw tons of people there...haha...more than what we would usually see...so we were like all over the place mingling with everyone we knew...haha...after ordering our drink we kinda try out huei wen's new phone..haha..the phone with 8.1MP camera...everyone was in the camwhoring mode...trying to squeeze into every picture taken...haha...yew meng aka the spyking....took videos instead of pictures today..i think he captured tons of funny actions and gesture tonight...and kristy told me that my blog hits are increasing rapidly..haha...which im kinda glad that happen..so i want to thank everyone out there that read and support my blog..haha..p/s: according to kristy the reason for that happening is due to her pictures appearing on my blog..=.=..so lets recall how she look like...and thats the reason my blog hits increase...XD....anyway...we stayed there until 12 then we head back home..haha...todays feeling was somehow nicer than our usual late night chat...i felt content...i guess it was the strong breeze and the relief that we felt after finishing one finals...which means...five more to go...haha...well..we still have sometime until the next finals...so most of them are going back to their hometown either to study or to enjoy..haha...

on my left...

on my right...

huei wen eating...this was suppose to be a nice picture..but somehow she changed her post which makes her look kinda #$%^& in this picture...

lets try agian....

next we got the "reason" my blog became popular recently...

then we got our usual CJ laughing his head off...

lidren eating...

hankai and yew meng looking blur...

everyone...

chiew yee eating her kuey tiao...trust me..30 minutes later the same amount is left on her plate...

the "kids" of the day...

hankai trying to minimize the diameter of his head!...

ah soon with his usual day dreaming post...hankai still trying...and im just being me..

the guy that was hard to get on camera...

our hair look retarded..and guess what..kristy finally made it in the pic!...just look closely..the small floating head in between ours...

huei wen caught us off guard...

now we are ready...

muahah..made it in the picture...

geesh..got squeeze out of the picture..try to locate me..XD...

nice picture..the all black gang...XD...

another shot..XD...

next we got the somehow semi-retarded for the day spyking...lolz..i guess the child in him just got to go wild once in a blue moon...

-Joshie-

Shades of gray...

2009-05-06T00:17:00.006+08:00

if you are wondering why i titled this post as shades of gray...i have no specific answer for that...cause im just feeling the shades of gray...life its not just white and black..but there are shades of gray in between..this is the reason that makes life so unpredictable and wonderful...been on youtube more than usual recently and i found tons i mean TONS of videos which are simply amazing...so i decided to share some of it with you guys...first is the beautiful melody written by a father to her daughter...it features taylor swift's love story and cold play's viva la vida...its a beautiful piece...i love the part where the key change...

then i found a song from ugly betty which i cant get it out of my head...beautiful melody as well...

then there are some fast tempo songs...such as flo rida ft nelly furtado's jump..it was first recommended to me by lidren but i found it ok only last time but for some unknown reason i got attached to the song today...haha...other than jump there are a few more tracks which are nice..just go check out his full album...

then there are some old albums which i dint really finish the whole album..but today kinda listen to some of the other tracks on it..and guess what..i found some amazing songs too...like this one..from justin timberlake's album...

and by the way..im just going to mention it again...go check out singindork888 on youtube..he is really really good..haha...cant help but fall in love with his voice...simply amazing...pure talent...here is another of his work...

and there is also a new song by rihanna and lady gaga titled silly boy..haha...try listening to it...i absolutely adore it..

so just enjoy some of the wonderful video on youtube...till next time...

-Josh-

The amazing...

2009-05-03T00:49:00.003+08:00

goshhhhh...im in love!....im in love with this guy's voice...its bloody amazing...just listen to the covers that he does...a guy with such a gift...its a blessing to listen to him sing...^^....he goes by the name of Singindork888 on youtube...just click on his name to go to his youtube page..its bloody amazing...here are a few of his magnificent work..his guitar is really soft which is the reason why i love it so much...his singing is all based on his strong vocals...not depending on the musical instrument...therefore...he is nothing but talent...

-Joshie-